♥ 29 June 2005
a long and boring day ahead.
if can pon sch.. I WILL pon.
looking fwd to the end of the kickboxing lesson..
abit sian and mah fan..
make me cannot go out with ger.
manns. i miss her to the core.
(:
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what's my life about.
I dunno. messy as usual i guess.
I just got myself into some dirt.. and got entangled into someone's life..,
which I'm not supposed to.
and I'm not getting out because, has anything started in the 1st place?
nahhs.
I dunno what am I feeling. just like that lor..
the weight has been on me for quite some time..
and few months back.. it got lighter' when I let it out at the tabernacle.
yet now.. its back.
the problem's getting deeper.. but my feelings.. not so;
since most were already removed by God.
to tell pple wad I feel is ain't easy, cos I dunno how to put into words.
unless the person has experienced it before.
I dunno what I'm thinking. or whether am I even thinking right?
just hope time will reveal everything.
let that be soon.. =
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