♥ 30 August 2005
because of that short moment..
it caused my mind to be in a whirl.
I looked at it.
I think about it.
I conclude it's nothing.
things are just as messy.
no wish to start.. nor to even speak about it.
guess it'll just be over soon;
I hope.
afterall it's just a passing feeling.
everything seems to be on the wrong track.
oh wells, just hope it's a blessing in disguise.
BUT
I can't seem to stop thinking abt it.
DARN.
its been 2 days.
the yearning is there.
this sucks.
bubbye.
I'm dehydrated.
physically, & spirtually.
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