♥ 25 September 2005
I just want to voice out;
regardless anyone frm the cell is reading it.
went for spiritual warfare weekend.
not because I want to, but because I have to.
Its the same with cell, service, and extras.
RELIGIOUS OBLIGATION.
there was a period when I was experiencing a dry spell..
I avoid, I tried to run away, I don't want to face it..
my "I don't feel like.." mood..
I was lukewarm then.
I felt better after the tabernacle.
but;
Recently, I can say that I'm cold.
raw. stone-cold.
esp todaY.
I looked at the words of worship on the screen,
poker-faced; cold.
I looked around..at the people,
I lost the passion.
Couldnt get myself to open my mouth.
so I just stared at the screen,
counting down to leave the place.
had half a mind to go MIA.
but;
family circumstances just make it so hard.
The road ain't easy,
I got polluted,
I got attacked many a thousand times..
Zz.
half a mind.. yea.
___ @ 12:31!