♥ 3 May 2006
Yesterday night was a torture. I probably had insonmia for abcdefg days. To which, I practically gave up on sleeping. So there, I sat on the bed, thinking of what to do when I forgo sleep. Contradictory, I fell asleep while thinking. -.- I reckon such a thing won't end so quickly.
Today started off with a cloudy sky. Shopping's suppose to be fun! With all those UK stores with pretty clothes, stores that sells dainty shoes, and with a food court which overlooks the CBD, sea and Esplanade;
Joanne, I, Angelia and Shevon the usual 4 were out again, at MS.
Today's bad. I couldn't take it any longer. I start to tear while shopping. The pain that lingers. What a spoil sport! It was too hard for me to handle. I do not wish to be seen tearing like an idiot in public. I bidded farewell to my khakis and left for home. It was such a idiotic sight to be tearing all the way home.
It was much more comfy to be at home, after removing the big 'splinter' that has been piercing me. But still, I teared uncontrollably. Plus, I had weak immunity system lately. I just lied on the bed and slept with tear stains on my cheek. Disappointed, angry, sad.
Maybe I need someone to suffocate me using a pillow, or pop 50 sleeping pills such that even a earthquake of magnitude 8.5 on the Ritcher scale wouldn't wake me up.
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___ @ 22:42!