♥ 16 September 2006
Last week has been on the downhill, so this week's probably the pivot point of revival.
After a day of fun & play at Changi Safra with PTO, the next few days at work were less cold.
After speaking personally to Janin had thrown me into a black pit--prolly committing suicide.
Facing again the situation when I was doing Investments project.. a world of questions marks.
It was enough to keep me busy for 2.5 days i guess.
I wonder about the next 40+ days
I feel particularly stranded & redundant;
considering that I almost quitted and walked out of the company if not for the fact that IPP is a 100% shit module the previous week.
I rather get a job outside instead of wasting my time there, seriously
The week ended pleasantly though: a gathering at Breeks.
Even though the whole time was standing on a spot and took 30 mins to decide on our next movement, it was good even when I'm utterly broke.
The plan for night fishing, K, bowling were aborted as they headed for movie; and me; Home.
& the next 40+ days seem more bleak than ever.
god save the world !
A comforting thought: "Learn the rules so that you can break them properly".
___ @ 16:36!